PERSONAL HISTORY

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As every writer knows, home the key to our personal mythology. The name Rosebud emblazoned on a sled—a rich man’s vivid memory of childhood. Gatsby’s mansion in West Egg, a symbol of his endless striving for acceptance.  Mrs. Dalloway’s musings on her soulless marriage, as she sets the table for

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Wrestling the Angel

By Farwa Ali Graceful, veined hands turn the seashell over in reverent contemplation. A few moments later, artist Ann Arnold tosses the seashell back into the waves lapping against the sand at San Francisco’s Baker Beach.  In the documentary, Wrestling The Angel – An Artist’s Passage, this shell accompanies Arnold through a

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Always Coming Home

By Frank Calderale Time is a riddle that runs beneath the surface of our lives. We watch our infants grow into toddlers, pass through the long, blissful stretch of childhood, sun-drenched and happy, then endure the endless dramas and quandaries of adolescence. Our offspring are the center of our lives,

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Searching for the Girl in the Red Hat

By L. John Harris Left: The Girl in Red, positioned where I found her at 35 Rue Guénégaud, Paris. Right: Photoshopped on a pile of discards as she was when I discovered her. From the moment I spied her leaning against a pile of junk on a Paris sidewalk, she

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Where the Heart Heals

By Valerie Andrews More details Colored engraving after Modern Woman: Young Women Plucking the Fruits of Knowledge or Science (1893) by Mary Cassatt (1844-1926). Mural for the Woman’s Building at the 1893 World’s Columbian Exposition, Chicago, Illinois Dear Reader, This issue is about the healing power of home—how we learn

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Piano Lessons, Life Lessons

Music has saved my life. Not just listening, but the act of playing, the intimacy of running fingers over polished keys. Whatever concerns I bring to the piano vanish as I lose myself in stormy contrasts of a Beethoven sonata, the exuberance of a Chopin mazurka, the lighthearted skipping of a Bach bourrée. For me, the piano has been many things–a solace in time of loss, a playground for improvisation, a prelude to a state of grace.

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The Spirit of the Games

As a boy, I would lie awake at night clutching a transistor radio in my hand, futzing with the metal clip antenna, wiggling my earphones so I could catch the thrill of the games played by our local baseball football, basketball, and hockey teams. On the wings of those voices from WJR in Detroit I flew, and as I heard those games unfold, my love for my hometown grew. In the simple act of rooting for my team, I was participating in a tradition that stretches all the way back to ancient Greece.

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Gardening as Play

On a cold winter day many years ago, I stood looking out the back window of a historic house on a Connecticut village green that I had fallen in love with and wanted to own because of its enormous front windows and pleasing arrangement of rooms. All I could see from the window was a snowy yard stretching beyond an old carriage barn and out of sight—an empty expanse of shining snow sloping slightly to the west

“How can I take care of such a big backyard?” I worriedly asked the realtor.

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The Dance of Exile

I come from a country that doesn’t exist anymore. When my family and my native Yugoslavia were broken into pieces by a brutal civil war, I was exiled from my soul. This is the story of my healing, and how I learned that home is nowhere and everywhere because we carry it in our wild hearts.

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